Sorry Steam, I let u down, I can't control my tears..
I really love you..
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
It's the time of the year... Again
The long awaited holidays are finally here.. And its only 18 days away.. yeah~!
Hold on a second.. Did I left out something? If all the quizzes and tests are over, why is the still 18 days to go before the holidays.. Hmmm.. Oh yeah, I think i remember whats in between..
Crap, there's still the finals.
Which kinda reminds me that it's the time of the year... Again..
You'll definitely notice that exams are just around a corner.
You'll think that there's a warehouse sale or some freebies giveaway when you see a sight like this... until you notice the word library written on the entrance of the warehouse sale.
It really have come to this.
WHY ON EARTH DID I GET INTO SUCH A MISERABLE SCHOOL WITH THIS BUNCH OF STUDENTS!!
One day I'm gonna set a rule thats goes..
'Whoever studies a single word before the exams will immediately be expelled by the school'
The world will be a better place.
wtf...
Friday, October 9, 2009
FLASH MODE
Spent my last few days waking up every morning predicting that today will be just like yesterday, the day before, and the day before, and the day before.. and it goes on..
Used to have surprises every morning, where you will call me every morning to wake me up. Now, the only surprise i get every morning when i wake up is 'WTF!! SO LATE ALREADY AH!!'
However when the irritating sound of the never ending alarm from my phone annoys the hell out of me this morning, I get a special surprise I get on this particular day of the week. "WTF!! FRIDAY ALREADY AH!1' And there goes one more week.
I do feel happy being able to wake up every Friday morning. I have a special love for Fridays, just like how other people have a special hatred for Mondays. Fridays are like a counter to me. It reminds to be grateful and feel lucky that I am able to live happily and healthily for another week. It reminds me that after today, its another week gone and I'm getting another week closer to finishing my semester.
Wait a minute..... Did I just say another week gone? WTF!!!! There goes another week and I didn't manage to do anything last week! In fact, I hadn't been doing anything since the start of the semester. I wake up, eat breakfast, go lectures, eat lunch, go lectures, eat dinner,back room, talk and sleep. Can't seem to find anything important, anything meaningful in my everyday routine. SHIT!! I wasted my time doing nothing except for wasting oxygen and wasting money. I didn't even study for my subjects! I'm not gonna continue on like this making my youth go to waste (although everybody's youth is has became a waste since the stupid education system has been introduce. Screw those who invented the education system!). I'm not gonna just sit around letting my face and my skin grow older and older although I know there's nothing I get to do about that. I never did anything significant anything meaningful and anything proud enough in my life to be able to stand up high and say "I'm more successful than you are!"
Gosh.. If you want me to think of something to describe my life, I will say that my life is like a broken record. Yes, the broken record you see in those old school movies that keeps on repeating itself over and over again. In modern English, I'll say that its like a pirated cd. It starts perfectly and plays perfectly during the first few minutes. And after a song or two, it starts to skip some sections of the song. And when you get lucky, you get to listen to a whole part of the song repeating itself over..... and over.................... and over...................... and over again............... My life now is just like the corrupted part. It keeps in repeating itself until hell knows when.. Damn I really am useless.. At least people get to spend their time doing things they like to do. I cant even find a thing I like to do.
I feel like a rock in the middle of a desert........ It's sand everywhere. I just cant see something around that fits with me.
If I continue on writing like this, I'm gonna open my window and jump off.
So back to the topic of wasting my youth. I somehow decided that if I'm gonna let my skin grow old and let my hair grow long and waste my time, I might as well waste the time at studying. it's not that I have decided to work hard. I can't even be bothered to study for results. I just think that if I'm gonna waste my time sitting around clicking on books which have a face on it, I might as well just spend some time on real books since exam is just right around the corner.
It's just like suicide. If you have already decided to jump off from the roof on the 20th storey, and the edge is just right around the corner, you might as well stab yourself in the chest with a knife and let gravity pull your unconscious body spraying blood from your still beating heart on every window on your way down. That way, you can spend your time enjoying the pain in your chest and at the same time have 20 storey of time to flash back on your life.
It's called dying a graceful death.
And before you realize whats happening, everything will end in a FLASH.
I hereby declare my FLASH MODE on.
it starts and ends in a flash
Used to have surprises every morning, where you will call me every morning to wake me up. Now, the only surprise i get every morning when i wake up is 'WTF!! SO LATE ALREADY AH!!'
However when the irritating sound of the never ending alarm from my phone annoys the hell out of me this morning, I get a special surprise I get on this particular day of the week. "WTF!! FRIDAY ALREADY AH!1' And there goes one more week.
I do feel happy being able to wake up every Friday morning. I have a special love for Fridays, just like how other people have a special hatred for Mondays. Fridays are like a counter to me. It reminds to be grateful and feel lucky that I am able to live happily and healthily for another week. It reminds me that after today, its another week gone and I'm getting another week closer to finishing my semester.
Wait a minute..... Did I just say another week gone? WTF!!!! There goes another week and I didn't manage to do anything last week! In fact, I hadn't been doing anything since the start of the semester. I wake up, eat breakfast, go lectures, eat lunch, go lectures, eat dinner,back room, talk and sleep. Can't seem to find anything important, anything meaningful in my everyday routine. SHIT!! I wasted my time doing nothing except for wasting oxygen and wasting money. I didn't even study for my subjects! I'm not gonna continue on like this making my youth go to waste (although everybody's youth is has became a waste since the stupid education system has been introduce. Screw those who invented the education system!). I'm not gonna just sit around letting my face and my skin grow older and older although I know there's nothing I get to do about that. I never did anything significant anything meaningful and anything proud enough in my life to be able to stand up high and say "I'm more successful than you are!"
Gosh.. If you want me to think of something to describe my life, I will say that my life is like a broken record. Yes, the broken record you see in those old school movies that keeps on repeating itself over and over again. In modern English, I'll say that its like a pirated cd. It starts perfectly and plays perfectly during the first few minutes. And after a song or two, it starts to skip some sections of the song. And when you get lucky, you get to listen to a whole part of the song repeating itself over..... and over.................... and over...................... and over again............... My life now is just like the corrupted part. It keeps in repeating itself until hell knows when.. Damn I really am useless.. At least people get to spend their time doing things they like to do. I cant even find a thing I like to do.
I feel like a rock in the middle of a desert........ It's sand everywhere. I just cant see something around that fits with me.
If I continue on writing like this, I'm gonna open my window and jump off.
So back to the topic of wasting my youth. I somehow decided that if I'm gonna let my skin grow old and let my hair grow long and waste my time, I might as well waste the time at studying. it's not that I have decided to work hard. I can't even be bothered to study for results. I just think that if I'm gonna waste my time sitting around clicking on books which have a face on it, I might as well just spend some time on real books since exam is just right around the corner.
It's just like suicide. If you have already decided to jump off from the roof on the 20th storey, and the edge is just right around the corner, you might as well stab yourself in the chest with a knife and let gravity pull your unconscious body spraying blood from your still beating heart on every window on your way down. That way, you can spend your time enjoying the pain in your chest and at the same time have 20 storey of time to flash back on your life.
It's called dying a graceful death.
And before you realize whats happening, everything will end in a FLASH.
I hereby declare my FLASH MODE on.
it starts and ends in a flash
Monday, May 18, 2009
Positive Feedback Mechanism
Somehow i feel that the weather is just like a positive feedback. The hotter it gets, more and more people install airconds and more heat is released by that compressor thing installed together with your air cond. Besides, you get free CFC emission which is one of the deadliest ozone killer. There's worse, with the rise in temperature, parents tend to stay inside their luxury cars and burn petrol just to keep themself cold while waiting for their beloved children in school. Try turning the air cond in you car to max and stand outside next to the door, you'll know how much heat the people outside suffer while you enjoy your day reading novels and listening to your favourite radio.. Turn of your damned vehicles while you are not moving it anywhere! wtf..
To the clouds in the sky, START RAINING ALREADY YOU USELESS PIECE OF WHITE CRAP!!
wtf..
To the clouds in the sky, START RAINING ALREADY YOU USELESS PIECE OF WHITE CRAP!!
wtf..
Nearby Bushfire
Its been a few days since my last update. Few days ago i kept on cursing about the damn hot waether and now I'm in oerth, enjoying the cold breeze and the fresh air. I feel lika a barbequed chicken removed from the fire and thrown straight into the freezer.. oh yeah it feels good..
My flight was at 6 am, and as usual Iwas doing some last minute packing the night before. As usual I cleaned myself and prepared to go to bed. I went down to have a cup of water which is when my dad came home and asked me to chech out the glow at the hill behind our house. I went out and saw a yellowish red glow and heard some crackling sound which was quite loud. I walked towards the glow which is a few houses away from mine and saw the source of that beautiful glow. A small bushfire was burning the barbequed trees behing the my neighbours house. The night breeze was feeding oxygen to spreading the fire just like those "satay boys" you see on a roadside stall feeding the fire with the "kipas". As the fire was quite small campared to the fire in the photo in my previous post, it's actually quite a beautiful scene. Too bad I didn't have a tripod with me or the pictures might look even better.
About 20 minutes later, some bomba were spotted climbing the hills using something like a fireproof cloth to beat up the fire. I though bombas were supposed to used something more high tech like "hose and water" instead of "cloth and hands". I though I wanted to see them put out the fire but they took so long that I lost interest and went to sleep instead. Hoorah for the heroes..
Total death and damage assumed:
500 ants
50 plants
5 birds' nest
and 50 minutes of sleep
Curse you, stupid weather for giving sunburn and the lack of sleep.. I hate the equator~!
Monday, May 11, 2009
Global Warming... Global Warning..
Since the day i left Singapore and came back to KK, the weather here has been hot like hell. Just when I thought Singapore is considerably closer to the Equator than KK, it turns out that KK felt hell lot more hot. 'How hot?' you might ask. From the temperature readings, KK is a well 2~4 degrees Celsius higher than Singapore, and thats a big deal! While the hot weather could be frustrating enough, the sunshine here is definitely skin killing and cancer causing. If I were a turkey, I'd describe my situation now as being deeped into a big bowl of boiling hot oil (the hot weather) and the entire bowl being put into a microwave oven set at full blast (the radiation from the sunlight). There's definitely no other better ways to describe the heat I'm undergoing now. I might just die.. In fact, i have been driving around these 3 days in my car and my skin has noticebly turned black! WTF.. I spent 2 whole semesters avoiding the sun and now I'm being thrown back into square 1 just for a few hours driving?! I'm gonna wear a jacket to protect my delicate skin starting tomorrow, or else my white tofu like skin might as well become oil tofu..
All these.. thanks to the effect of cglobal warming.. There aint a single pathetic piece of cloud in the sky for days.. There hasnt been a single drop of rain in weeks when u need it.. And when once in a while u see some dark clouds started forming, its just stupid pity cloud trying to act like a rain cloud. In fact, i think my skin releases more moisture to the air by perspiration than depending on the unreliable rain cloud wannabe.. If this continues on for few more days, I might just change my blog URL to www.steamlessfumes.blogspot.com.
That's not just it, apparently the hectic weather did not only pissed me off, even the trees up on the hills can take no more of this. One of the trees went haywire and lit itself up, turning into flames, which resulted in a homicide up the hillside. The trees burning massacre started sometime around noon and the number of casualtrees continue to grow as I'm typing now.. Its quite a beautiful scene for me though, since my house is not located anywhere near the forest fire, the photos i manage to take was quite beautiful. It loks as if Beverly Hills area had turned Kundasang, with the mist covering the hills and mountains. You can even have a glance at the famous Mount Kinabalu on the second photo. Looks pretty cold in the picture if u can just ignore the glowing fire at the right end of the photo.
(Click on the Image to Enlarge)
But when you come to think about it, why is the fire still burning now since it has already started in the afternoon? What happened to our tax money spent on the fire department? Is this fire too small to be just ignored or maybe the firemen did do their job by praying to their god for rain so they wont need to leave their comfy fire house? wtf.. Malaysia's really a nice place with its own unique culture and attitude.. With this kind of slacking lifestyle, only Malaysia have the ability to survive among all the countries in the world.
Sigh.. I think i gotta go apply heaps of lotion to my hands and neck or else the next thing that catches fire is my tofu skin..
Is this a global warming, or more like a global warning?
All these.. thanks to the effect of cglobal warming.. There aint a single pathetic piece of cloud in the sky for days.. There hasnt been a single drop of rain in weeks when u need it.. And when once in a while u see some dark clouds started forming, its just stupid pity cloud trying to act like a rain cloud. In fact, i think my skin releases more moisture to the air by perspiration than depending on the unreliable rain cloud wannabe.. If this continues on for few more days, I might just change my blog URL to www.steamlessfumes.blogspot.com.
That's not just it, apparently the hectic weather did not only pissed me off, even the trees up on the hills can take no more of this. One of the trees went haywire and lit itself up, turning into flames, which resulted in a homicide up the hillside. The trees burning massacre started sometime around noon and the number of casualtrees continue to grow as I'm typing now.. Its quite a beautiful scene for me though, since my house is not located anywhere near the forest fire, the photos i manage to take was quite beautiful. It loks as if Beverly Hills area had turned Kundasang, with the mist covering the hills and mountains. You can even have a glance at the famous Mount Kinabalu on the second photo. Looks pretty cold in the picture if u can just ignore the glowing fire at the right end of the photo.
(Click on the Image to Enlarge)
But when you come to think about it, why is the fire still burning now since it has already started in the afternoon? What happened to our tax money spent on the fire department? Is this fire too small to be just ignored or maybe the firemen did do their job by praying to their god for rain so they wont need to leave their comfy fire house? wtf.. Malaysia's really a nice place with its own unique culture and attitude.. With this kind of slacking lifestyle, only Malaysia have the ability to survive among all the countries in the world.
Sigh.. I think i gotta go apply heaps of lotion to my hands and neck or else the next thing that catches fire is my tofu skin..
Is this a global warming, or more like a global warning?
Friday, April 24, 2009
1 year down, 3 more years to go
Unless your entire body is covered with fungi, or you have a test tomorrow but you just don't give a damn about it, or either you're gonna kill yourself the first thing you wake up in the morning, don't waste your time reading this post. It will be a complete waste of 5 precious minutes in your life.
Finally after all the hectic exam studies and 'I don't give a damn, I just wanna study' period, things are starting to slow down for me to catch some break. In fact, starting from today, I'm gonna catch some serious break for 3 months.. 3 whole months with nothing to worry about expect the depths my pity wallet is gonna withstand with my fingers poking into it digging through every single corner for pieces of papers or chunks of metals allowing me to 'barter' them for other things. In fact, this might be one of the toughest time for pity ol' wally as I'm gonna do some serious travelling for the next few weeks.
To start with, imma go back to KK in a week time. After spending a week at KK, which is definitely not long enough for even my bed to warm up, I'm gonna catch a flight to KL. Haven decided the period Im gonna stick around KL yet though. Next destination, Perth, which I'm gonna spend 3 full weeks accompanying my fragile girlfren to go through her exams. After 3 long weeks which is gonna past by before u can even sneeze, its back to KL again. From there, Penang will be the next place I'm gonna sleep. And before I can even make my ass comfortable, I'm back to KK again. If my life continues on like this, the number of times i take a plane is gonna be more than the times i ride on those snail paced, ears deafening, nose bleeding, head floating, infamous city buses of KK, the 'Bas Berhenti-Henti' (stop wherever I love to even if its blocking the whole f**king road buses).
Gosh I gotta stop myself being drifted away by craps.. My first year in my famous for suicides university has come to an end. Of all the lifeless months I spent here, I'm gonna simplify everything into a short and brief post.
Basically every morning you wake up sitting on your bed, the first thing which came to your mind is "WTF.. Is this deja vu? I thought I's already been through this yesterday, and the day before it, and the day before the day before it, and the day before........." Oh yeah, thats exactly what you'd think when u open your eyes. It kinda makes u feel like.... you are going haywire or something. Therefor, to escape the reality that you are imagining things and going though your life in a loop, u start to think "No Man.. I'm not gonna make my day today the same as yesterday, or the day before.. What should I do? Hmmm..... Oh yeah.. I'm gonna skip lecture today. That way, it wont be the same as yesterday!" Briliant plan.. and what happens when u wake up to the same thing again tomorrow? skip meals? If life continues on like this. You'll definitely got haywire before you know it.
After a completely dull 1st semester, things start to get worse. The 2nd semester, which you might as well flush the thought that it will be any different from the last semester down the toilet. The only thing that's gonna differ when you wake up in the morning is the amount of dust collecting in you room day by day. The dust in some places are so thick, that even the dirtiest bravest insect with the biggest guts dont even dare to step a foot in.
Therefor to save myself from insanity, I went to look for a part time job, which ended up making me being a librarian. Due to some unforseen irregularities, I was only able to work for 4 housr a week, which as well as not working at all. But at least, that gave me something to do other than sitting in the room counting the number of rotation the fan on the ceiling spins in 10 minutes. When u are working in a library, u get to see books the way normal people don't. Best of all, you get to see the boxes which were used to contain these books. For example..
THIS
Now, what kind of idiot would name their company GAYLORD?! The whole company must have been ran be homos.. What exactly do you offer for QUALITY, INNOVATION and EXPERTISE? "Your Trusted Source" some more.. Walao... People dont trust 'lords' which are 'gay' unless everyones a friggin homo..
Great.. This post is gonna be longer than I expected. In fact, to cut it short, I think that will do for now. More posts ahead.
Finally after all the hectic exam studies and 'I don't give a damn, I just wanna study' period, things are starting to slow down for me to catch some break. In fact, starting from today, I'm gonna catch some serious break for 3 months.. 3 whole months with nothing to worry about expect the depths my pity wallet is gonna withstand with my fingers poking into it digging through every single corner for pieces of papers or chunks of metals allowing me to 'barter' them for other things. In fact, this might be one of the toughest time for pity ol' wally as I'm gonna do some serious travelling for the next few weeks.
To start with, imma go back to KK in a week time. After spending a week at KK, which is definitely not long enough for even my bed to warm up, I'm gonna catch a flight to KL. Haven decided the period Im gonna stick around KL yet though. Next destination, Perth, which I'm gonna spend 3 full weeks accompanying my fragile girlfren to go through her exams. After 3 long weeks which is gonna past by before u can even sneeze, its back to KL again. From there, Penang will be the next place I'm gonna sleep. And before I can even make my ass comfortable, I'm back to KK again. If my life continues on like this, the number of times i take a plane is gonna be more than the times i ride on those snail paced, ears deafening, nose bleeding, head floating, infamous city buses of KK, the 'Bas Berhenti-Henti' (stop wherever I love to even if its blocking the whole f**king road buses).
Gosh I gotta stop myself being drifted away by craps.. My first year in my famous for suicides university has come to an end. Of all the lifeless months I spent here, I'm gonna simplify everything into a short and brief post.
Basically every morning you wake up sitting on your bed, the first thing which came to your mind is "WTF.. Is this deja vu? I thought I's already been through this yesterday, and the day before it, and the day before the day before it, and the day before........." Oh yeah, thats exactly what you'd think when u open your eyes. It kinda makes u feel like.... you are going haywire or something. Therefor, to escape the reality that you are imagining things and going though your life in a loop, u start to think "No Man.. I'm not gonna make my day today the same as yesterday, or the day before.. What should I do? Hmmm..... Oh yeah.. I'm gonna skip lecture today. That way, it wont be the same as yesterday!" Briliant plan.. and what happens when u wake up to the same thing again tomorrow? skip meals? If life continues on like this. You'll definitely got haywire before you know it.
After a completely dull 1st semester, things start to get worse. The 2nd semester, which you might as well flush the thought that it will be any different from the last semester down the toilet. The only thing that's gonna differ when you wake up in the morning is the amount of dust collecting in you room day by day. The dust in some places are so thick, that even the dirtiest bravest insect with the biggest guts dont even dare to step a foot in.
Therefor to save myself from insanity, I went to look for a part time job, which ended up making me being a librarian. Due to some unforseen irregularities, I was only able to work for 4 housr a week, which as well as not working at all. But at least, that gave me something to do other than sitting in the room counting the number of rotation the fan on the ceiling spins in 10 minutes. When u are working in a library, u get to see books the way normal people don't. Best of all, you get to see the boxes which were used to contain these books. For example..
THIS
Now, what kind of idiot would name their company GAYLORD?! The whole company must have been ran be homos.. What exactly do you offer for QUALITY, INNOVATION and EXPERTISE? "Your Trusted Source" some more.. Walao... People dont trust 'lords' which are 'gay' unless everyones a friggin homo..
Great.. This post is gonna be longer than I expected. In fact, to cut it short, I think that will do for now. More posts ahead.
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